I didn’t walk out of that job because I had a plan.
I walked out because my soul couldn’t take it anymore.
For four years, I gave everything to a job that gave me nothing back but store credit, cash under the table, and stress I couldn't shake. I showed up rain, snow, holidays, drunk customers, chaos and all because that's just who I am. Loyal. Dedicated. Always giving my best.
But that day… something broke. And in that breaking, something divine awakened.
The job was right next door to my home. Convenient, yes, but that convenience came at a cost.
I didn’t drive, and being close to work made it easy to say yes to everything. I took shifts no one else wanted. I worked holidays when others were home with their families. I dealt with disrespectful customers, handled arguments over money, and managed chaos that wasn’t mine to carry.
All while smiling. All while struggling.
And I still couldn’t afford to live.
There were no health benefits. No PTO. No path to growth.
Just loans from the owner, false promises, and emotional exhaustion.
I saw my customers more than my own family.
I gave them my energy, but I had nothing left for me.
That morning, I was already on the edge overwhelmed, spiritually drained, and questioning everything. I was living on an eviction payment plan, no savings, no help, and no partner anymore. My fiancé had left, and it was just me and my daughter surviving on stress and stretch-thin faith.
A disagreement with my boss was the final straw.
It wasn’t even about the argument it was about what my spirit couldn’t ignore anymore.
As I stood behind the counter, filled with pain, I couldn’t even speak. My eyes welled with tears and my chest felt like it would explode. Customers could see something was wrong, but I stayed silent. Because if I opened my mouth, the tears wouldn’t stop.
So I left.
No job. No plan. No money. Just a choice to no longer betray myself.
Trust that whisper. It may be your awakening.
I thought walking out would be the hardest part.
It wasn’t.
What came after was silence. And stillness. And the kind of loneliness that forces you to either collapse or evolve.
I isolated myself. For almost two years.
I didn’t party. I didn’t pretend.
I studied daily, and I rebuilt.
I started with small things:
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Doctor's appointments.
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Dentist visits.
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Taking care of me.
For the first time, I wasn’t rushing for someone else’s goals.
I was choosing mine piece by piece.
I realized how much of my life had been about surviving.
And how badly I wanted to start living.
This wasn’t just about a paycheck.
This was about purpose.
I realized that my breakdown at work wasn’t random it was a spiritual awakening in disguise.
The job was draining my energy.
The lifestyle was silencing my soul.
The day I walked out wasn’t the end it was the beginning of me finding alignment, meaning, and the courage to say: "There has to be more."
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When I found this new work-from-home opportunity, I felt something different a spark, a pull, a peace.
The mission statement spoke directly to the version of me that was trying to rise.
The people? Energetic. Supportive. Awake.
The work? Built around helping others create stability and legacy.
It wasn’t just about money it was about mission.
I didn’t have the fanciest resume. I didn’t have a license. I was rebuilding from scratch.
But I had heart. I had drive. And I had a soul that had finally said, "No more settling."
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Sometimes we think we're falling apart, but we’re actually being put back together in alignment.
Your rock bottom might just be your rise.
That job? That relationship? That breakdown?
All of it may be preparing you to build the version of yourself that doesn't fold under pressure but flourishes.
I’m still on the journey.
But I’m no longer lost.
And if you’re here… you’re already being called higher too.
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